Cry for love... (02.05.2005) I’m a stranger in this world, ordinary but not real… Please my lord, it feels so cold, help me to become free! I wanna be an individual, that is liked but not idolized. I wanna be myself as well, respected and not criticized. My views may be different, my attitude may not be clear, I wanna enjoy my earthy living, I want others to realize that I’m there. So please let me escape from loneliness, let me find my way to the light. I hate my own uneasiness make me strong that I can fight. I know that I can make it with believe and trust in you. I know that you really love me and I know I will not stop loving you. You helped me out of the darkness helped me to win back my smile. I realized that my time has started, so I will fight for my life until I die. (by Nane) Copyright: Nane Way of life... (11.05.2005) I don’t know where I have been… I don’t know where I will go… Is there anything to win? Will there be enough time for me to grow? All my doubts, my fights, my fears, every experience I have made, have made worth all of my tears, gave me the strengths to recreate. I felt lost and all alone, sometimes day had been too dark. But all this pain has made me strong, and I’ve learned it’s never too late for a new start. I have accepted my life with all those shadows and all my pain. I have lost, but I also tried and that made me stand up and stand up again. So keep your head high and don’t give in There are a lot of happy moments in life, too, that you can win. Take your chances, keep your smile, and life will be brighter for a little while. (by Nane) Copyright: Nane Desperation (18.05.2005) Desperation is killing my thoughts, is killing my mind, is killing my hope… Imagination is running wild, is encouraging me to bring it to an end… I don’t wanna live anymore… I can’t… Where’s the world in which I belong to, in which I am loved, in which I am taken serious? I am on a road trip to nowhere… the dark black “nothing” is my future… Gifted but lost and lonely, I pretended to be a fighter, but in the end, my desperation has won. (by Nane) Copyright: Nane